2 years (plus/minus) since I actually posted something.
time really flies. & it is scary how fast it actually flies.
who knows,
maybe the next time i blog it would be a post saying "OMG! I AM GETTING MARRIED!"
hahaha.
anyway, just wanted to fill this unused space & get away from the books.
ciao (:
i don't ever want to grow old.
don't let me.
- Mood:
amused
FOUR MORE DAYS TILL HELL IS OVER! (:
okayy. i have decided that i should update. haha!
&the boyfriend has demanded asked that i update something about him.
HAHA!
okay. i've got loads to update about! haha!
past few weeks have seen jeryl, me, tiff and darryl going out really often. &i swear, i have put on alot of weight because of that!
we've gone to eat thai food (Thai express siglap), jap food (Nihonmura Ehub!), indian food (Little India), chicken rice (opp Novena church), chinese food (Sin ming), apple crumble (Swensen's Changi Airport).
tiff &i really think that jeryl &darryl are really alike. their behaviour, temperaments, likes &dislikes are almost similar. scaryyyy! haha. and they both end with RYL. haha! they even look somewhat alike according to tiff.
not the best photo, but it's the only photo i have of them together.
random note;
i miss patrina koh. ):
&i miss tiffy shia too.
anyway, i've been staring & thinking of what to write in this post for the whole week.
totally lost my inspiration alr.
oh yes, i just joined facebook &i realised that sixiu was right.
facebook is damn interesting. haha!
LOSER i knowwwww. tell me about it balls.
so yes, add me! hahaa.
i need money.
my company is taking its own sweet time to give us our measly less than $500 pay.
arghhh. people are alr getting their 3rd month pay, while i am still waiting for my 2nd.
TSK!
okay. i have run out of brain juice.
- Mood:
sleepy
there is none like you,
&noone else can touch my heart like you do
i could search for all eternity long & find,
there is none like you
cause i wont say these words out loud,
these words are dedicated to you. (:
for all the times you had to put up with my tantrums & unfair-ness,
thanks hon.
for all the times where you had to wake up early just to accompany me somewhere,
thanks hon.
for all the times you had to go broke cause you had to pay for me,
thanks hon.
for all the times you had to give up something for me,
thanks hon.
for standing up and standing by me,
thanks hon.
for never ever giving up on me,
thanks hon.
for all the times you had to put up with criticisms from me,
thanks hon.
for all the times you have been my pillar of strength,
thanks hon.
for every compliment you gave me to make me feel better,
thanks hon.
for everything else that i have missed,
thanks hon.
- Mood:
loved
i've been wanting to rant this all out on the blog.
just that i've got no time.
so here it goes.
I WILL PUNCH YOUR FUCKING FACE THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU FUCKTARD!
HELLO!
ME SLEEP WITH YOU?!
NOT ONLY WILL I PUNCH YOUR FACE, YOU BETTER COVER YOUR BALLS TOO!
BLOODY HELL!
NOT ONLY ARE YOU MAKING ME SOUND SLUTTISH AND DESPERATE,
YOU'RE INSULTING ME PLEASE.
ME SLEEP WITH YOU?! DON'T INSULT MY TASTE PLEASE.
FUCKING ASSHOLE.
I CANT BELIEVE YOU HAVE THE GALL TO SPREAD AROUND SUCH A RUMOUR.
& TO PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME
AND CAN ASK ME TO CONFIRM ABOUT IT NO LESS.
HOW FUCKING STUPID CAN YOU GET?
F U C K T A R D!
every single part of me is screaming expletives right now.
i mean, wouldnt you be if this happened to you?
but okla.
what else can i do about it?
i know definitely for certain that i didnt do it.
Tiff and the other girls all know even before they told me, that the whole thing was fake.
when Tiff told me about it,
my reaction was like, okayy. that's damnnn retarded please.
& she was like, yeahh! i know! and kept laughing & laughing. haha.
but seriously.
how can anyone actually have the balls to say this kinda lie?
do i look like a slut to you?
argh! fucked up fucking fucktard.
okay.
whatever. not gonna care about it.
Please forgive my extensive use of expletives God.
i honestly couldnt help it.
- Mood:
infuriated
- Mood:HAHA
i am suddenly very interested in embarking on a mission which would probably make everyone roll eyes and give a snort of fustration.
yes. i am embarking on a -
LOSE THE DAMNED FATS andbecomepretty mission.
super motivated and ultra-determined.
for probably like the next 8 hours. =/
random note.
i feel like clubbing. :(
- Mood:reflective
many many THANK YOUS are in order for "NATION HI-Five!" - stole the pic from Maybelle's (:
1. Thank you to the 2000 students, lecturers, friends for taking part!
2. Thank you to the members of P10 for giving your support to our event;
TPSU, ASC, DSC & sub comms, ESC, HSSSC, IITSC, SC, AC, CSC (:
3. Thank you to my dearest sub-comms for coming down and giving us your support in various ways like handprinting, bringing your friends to support, voluntary booth duties, putting up the flag and in any other way. (: much appreciated.
4. Thank you to Sheena, Kandis, Nethan, Alvin, Shafiq, Desmond, Eugene, Huiying, Natalie, Xinying, Cherelle, [edited//] WEI LUN for your constant help at the booth. *sorry if i missed out anyone else!*
5. Thank you to Main comms for your support for this project. APPRECIATED! (:
6. Thank you to anyone else who helped to contribute to this project in one way or another! (: (:
and...
i swear. i made at least 1000 new friends. HAHAHA!
damn fun! (:
- Mood:happy-ness
me & liyi tried our best to sort things out.
trying to get both parties to understand each other.
trying to get both sides to know that, "hey, i'm not always wrong, but i'm not always right either"
tried our best.
but somehow i dont think we got thru.
maybe it's cause me & liyi are the ones talking? rights.
aye. we're one big BSC family!
so i think we should stop separating ourselves by committees.
whatever it was, every single one of us put in effort during SCC.
and unless you were in that committee itself,
you wouldnt know how heavy the workload was.
anyway.
congrats to nic&yanti for organising their first camp. (:
hope you two learnt alot from this. (:
feeling really bad to Jo-an about Nation Hi-Five.
seems like she's doing everything, which she is.
i'm trying to help her out as much as i can and be there as I/C as much as i can too.
but it's super hard to juggle when i've got end-sems on mon and fri and indiv project report submission on fri too at the same time at 9.
& i know that it would be damn unresponsible as well as unfair if i were to use tests and projects to cover my ass.
but seriously trying as hard as i can, even to the extent of sending Jeryl to help out on my behalf.
i dont know how much more i can contribute as I/C to this event without jeopardising my studies.
i feel damn bad to see Jo-an being so stressed out and stuff,
but yet i cant give enough to take that stress off her.
ARGH.
everything will get better.
yes it will.
oh yes.
THANK YOU JERYL YEE *JUN WEI* FOR YOUR COUNTLESS SAI KANG HOURS DEDICATED TO BSC EVENTS! (:
i swear you're like the pillar of strength for BSC. literally.
hahaha.
big big & many many loves for putting in all the hardwork when you didnt need to.
love you baby (:
let's think more about others & not just about yourselves.
- Mood: hopeful
i'm feeling pretty suicidal.
i've got a billion and one things to do & i dont know where to start.
i know if i give myself the right mind set i'll see that everything isnt so bad
but recently i've just been "numbing" myself
i've got so many things to do but yet all i'm doing is just throwing myself into sports and running
i'm suddenly so focused on just losing weight - dont know why.
i'm sorry to Jo-An for not helping much in our upcoming event
it's like, i dont know where to start to help. :(
not a good excuse.
but i'll help out in anyway i can.
big SMILE to tiffy shia and sam for being part of the work out team; tennis, badminton, basketball & jogging (:
and again to sam and her baby for all the basketballing sessions. (: (:
BIG BIG thanks to the boyfriend(: for being there ALWAYS. BIG HEARTED LOVES. (:
oh. met up with the girls on sat night. haha.
random outing.
me&the boyfriend(: were having dinnner @SecretRecipe at T3 when tiff hendricks called suggesting a late-night picnic.
went to Popeye's to buy 12 biscuits.
went to Tanah Merah to wait dammnnnn long for them to pick us up.
drove to East Coast Park where it started drizzling.
changed the plan to Tiff's house - havent been there in god knows how long.
Capri-sonned, Popeye biscuit-ed and tried something new with Philadelphia cream cheese - NOT VERY NICE! hahaha!
tiff hendricks taught us how to play bridge. omg. damn addictive!
think i'm pretty good for a beginner! HAHAHA!
jeryl & daryl - aka the RYLs - were the loser group in the beginning.
hahaha. noone wanted to be their partner. haha! poor RYLs.
all the boyfriend(: did was eat, eat, eat and eat, eat ANDD eat.
haha!
later on the boyfriend(: joined me and the other remaining RYL played by himself.
i kept losing which made me come to a conclusion that it was just JERYL
HAHHAAH! LOVE LA LOVE! haha!
bridged all the way to 3/4 am.
(:
- Mood:lost
wish it'll all just disappear.
"you play basketball?"
Jeryl said,
"eh. how did you know?"
Voon said,
"cause Lou's boyfriends all played basketball"
- Mood:hmmmmz
interning at MEDIACORP. (:
anybody wants to drive me to & fro everyday?
- Mood:
?
♥ how beautiful,
the radiant bride,
who waits for her groom,
with his light shining in her eyes.
the Samsung Customer Service @ Century Sq sucks please.
like totally la. irritating piece of shits.
today i went back to collect my handphone.
waited like FOREVER just to collect my phone.
almost every customer who's turn came started arguing with the customer service people.
not so much customer service after all huh.
anyway. after like a million years (45 mins actually) it showed my number "116"
& as i started walking towards to the counter, they CHANGED the damn number.
LIKE HELLO!
then i was like "excuse me!"
& the lady was like, "oh hold on miss, there may be other people before you"
& gave me the oh-my-god-you-kiasu-singaporean face.
EXCUSE ME PLEASE!
and then she flashed number "117" & this lady stood up.
i stared at the counter staff & she was like what's your number?
116 biatch!
so she was oh.
then lady117 was like, never mind you serve her first.
CAPITAL D-U-H! then what? skip my turn your turn is it! hello! we're not playing UNO please.
& the biatch counter staff still had the cheek to ask her,
"oh m'aam. you just want to collect your phone or service it?" with the i'll-serve-you-now-if-you're-collecting-y
HHEEEELLLLLOOOOO!
aren't i NOT your customer who has been WAITING FOR 45 DAMNED MINS and is STILL waiting for YOU to serve her?!
BIATCH MANS!
finally, she sits down and FINALLY serves me.
FINALLY.
but she comes back with 2 things.
1. my phone
2. this look onher face, Uh-Oh kinda look.
now,
how would you feel if you're collecting your phone & the person carrying it has the Uh-Oh face?
i know. like crap.
so, she goes back to the back & takes a damn long time in there.
& she comes back to tell you, oh i'm sorry, they forgot to put the backing in for you. but no worries. it's ok.
the crappy feelings get wayyy crappier.
& i swear!
all the plastic coverings were done during the whole back-door disappearing act that she pulled.
cause,
1. the plastic were not placed well
2. they came back with a million fingerprints
3. one of the technician guys took a picture of himself WITH MY PHONE.
Fucktard.
bright note?
I GOT MY PHONE BACK!
no more eh-i-had-that-phone-in-sec 1 comments. (:
- Music:when it all falls apart-the veronicas
omggg. haven't been blogging in like forever.
anyway.
AGM on monday was DAMMNNNN good please. haha.
okla. self-praising.
but seriously,
a BIG THANK YOU to:
1. our wonderful helpers
2. our performers & emcees for the brilliant performances & hosting of the AGM
3. the IGs for coming down
4. Perfect 10 for their support
5. our walk-in guests who cheered for us
6. my dearest main comm for all our hard work and preparations
(: big big loves to every single person who made this event a successful one.
- Mood:awesome
i'm total LOSER-SHIAT on livejournal.
HAHA.
like capital T-O-T-A-L-L-Y!
someone tell me the diff between :
1. Friends
2. Mutual friends
3. Also friend of
hahaha. arent they all my friends?
- Mood:duh?
hahha. my basketball skills sucks mans!
total embarrassment! HAHA.
to anyone who saw me playing ball today,
"I SWEAR I'M A FLOORBALLER WITH NO PRIOR BASKETBALL EXPERIENCE!"
hahaha.
I WENT JOGGING TODAY & DID TWENTY SIT-UPS!
not much i KNOWWW!
BUT i TRIED! hahaha!
it's the effort that counts yo!
NAPFA's coming up on the 1st of July, and i keep postponing my get-fit-for-NAPFA plan.
oh noooooo!
at this rate, i'm looking at a failure for NAPFA. hahaha. HOW EMBARASSING PLEASE!
but anyway....
I'M ON HOLIDAYSSSSS! (:
ULTRA HUMONGO SMILES!
date me! date me!
HAHA!
- Mood:sense of achievement
aye. but you're still one of my loves.
- Mood: disappointed
- Music:You've got a friend.
aye. i'm left with ONE more paper. & i just can't seem to study at all.
sighs.
saw somethings today that totally made my heart hurt like MADDD!
it was like reality been thown straight into my face!
OUCH!
oh wells. i've just got to get used to it.
but honestly,
where's the respect?
$#^%$&%^
on the lighter note,
LAST PAPER TMR!
BIG BIG SMILES!
don't want to let go of 07/08.
- Mood:mixed feelings
- Music:cry a tear to start a river
i think i've got like the best boyfriend in the whole world! (: (:
i really should learn to cherish him more.
honestly, i think i am like the worst girlfriend ever.
like, even though he does oh-so-much for me, i never seem to appreciate it.
instead i keep asking for more.
& get freaking angry over the smallest things.
sorry jeryl boy!
i'll try to do better. (:
just want you to be happy.♥
- Mood: touched
& the results are out!
it was really terrifying. like SERIOUSLY please.
but this year the number of votes have far surpassed last year's. haha
i like really think they got my number of votes mixed up. haha. super shocked by the number.
but, either way. i'm realllllllyyyyyy thankful to all my lovely friends who took the time down to vote! (:
as well as my other 4 darling main comms who ran with me,
namely, Jia min, Maybelle, Liyi & Jo-an.
anyway. haha. kinda cut & paste the below from my blogspot.com.
but it's still from really deep down in my heart!
soooo. to all my friends and even people i do not know but yet voted,
a big heartfelt THANK YOU to all of you who have voted for us! (:
and so here are your BSC main comm 08/09!
1. Jia Min!
2. Maybelle!
3. Liyi!
4. Jo-an!
5. Lou-Lin
6. Nicholas Lee
7. Ling Yu
8. Shi Hui
9. Yanti
10. Roy
11. Sunny
12. Cindyy
13. Suffian
14. Caleb
15. Tracy / May
for Tracy and May it's a tie. soo, that position isn't finalised yet.
but anyway,
to the rest of those who ran,
it was a job well done.
but do not be disheartened alrights?
PLEASE DO COME AND SUPPORT OUR EVENTS! (:
to my dearest 07/08 main comms,
it was total love working with you all.
every single one of you.
all the memories will stay by me,
from our AGM to our week zero! (:
come back and support us okayy?
(:
- Mood: thankful
okayy.
i really suck at using this livejournal. haha.
but let's try it out ya? (:
- Mood: cheerful
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